Saturday, February 14, 2009

"I" tag.

Missy did it and I’m bored.

I am: home alone on Valentine’s Day and I’m not sad about it.

I have: wonderful friends and a happy family

I have no idea: what I am doing with my life right now, I’m just going through the motions.

I Am: kinda confused with my feelings.

I Think: wayyy too much.

I Know: I’m stubborn. I feel my way is always the best way.

I Want: to graduate and have lots of friends and a developed sense of self.

I Have: a lot of cool things. I like technology and I try to stay kinda with the pack, its hard without having money.

I Dislike: ugly people. Haha jk. I don’t like people who are rude to me at Starbucks. I’m human too.

I Miss: a couple things.

I Fear: being alone.

I Feel: content right now.

I Smell: success.

I Crave: shopping and chocolate when I’m sad.

I Cry: really never. I look at it as a sign of weakness cuz every time I’ve cried I feel super venerable. The last time I sobbed was in Marley and Me, and it wasn’t the movie that made me cry.

I Usually: try to make my mom and dad happy. I’m under their house so I listen to their rules even though I think a one am curfew is super dumb.

I Search: facebook all the time. I enjoy seeing how people’s lives have changed since we’ve known each other. Normally I wouldn’t even speak to them in public thinking they wouldn’t remember me. But if they are getting married or pregnant it makes my day better. I enjoy life changing events.

I Wonder: what’s going to happen to me in a year when I graduate.. I have a plan. It’s kinda at a stand still right now.

I Regret: nothing. It makes me who I am… although it frustrates me that I care so much about stupid stuff that I should’ve let go of years ago. Like my senior prom.

I Love: being in love. I feel that I am complete when I’m in love. But I’m growing; I’m okay being alone… I enjoy myself, I’m funny.

I Care: about everyone and what they think. It hurts my feelings when people think bad things about me. I want everyone to like me.

I Always: run up the stairs a little faster at night when its completely dark.

I Worry: about work, school, and relationships daily.

I Am Not: a social butterfly or a homebody and I am not a night owl or a morning person.. I adjust my life so I am everything.

I Remember: being really really really happy, I can’t wait until I am that happy again.

I Believe: in Luck. Coincidence. Fate. Whatever you want to call it… I see things I shouldn’t see; things happen to me that I would never wish upon anyone else.

I Dance: all the time. I like busting moves when I am happy. When I am dancing I am either REALLY happy or semi intoxicated.

I Sing: to everything, I blare my music in my car and sing at the top of my lungs; I feel better after.

I Don't Always: do what I should. I fall back into old habits because it makes me comfortable and I would rather be comfortable than not.

I Argue: with myself a lot. I do things I shouldn’t do and I get into fights with myself over whether or not it was dumb or not. Normally.. it was dumb.

I Write: when I am upset. I have a journal I wrote last year, I refuse to read it… I feel bad for that girl and I’ve moved on from those sad days.

I Win: things I shouldn’t. I won poker without even knowing what I was doing.

I Lose: myself in my thoughts…

I Wish: that it was 2010 already.

I Listen: to music and my friends. I realized the other day, I ask for advice but I give some pretty damn good advice too.

I Don't Understand: unhappy people. Sure everyone has a bad day, but think of something or do something that makes you happier and stop complaining. I do this by going to Disneyland.

I Can Usually Be Found: at Fullerton, Starbucks, Disneyland, or at home in my room in front of my computer.

I Am Scared: of getting in a bad car accident. I’ve seen too much already.

I Forget: names but not their Starbucks drinks. Go figure.

I Am: satisfied with my life right now.

I tag: anyone who is bored like me and wants to do it!

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